Last night I dreamed that my bf, L., and I were married; and that we had a nice home together. But as the dream went on, he started doing things I didn’t like - talking to women in inappropriate ways, being sneaky with money. At one point in the dream, I discovered my car and car keys were missing. L had stolen my car!
I was angry at him in the dream, and my father also appeared in the dream and helped me track down L. and start holding him to account.
The reason why it’s weird: L and I were together for years, then we separated for awhile, and now we’re back together and trying again. But our separation was caused by my bad behavior (byproduct of the addiction) - not his. I almost feel like this dream is my subconscious trying to punish me, by having L. do bad things to me and run out on me. Thoughts?