before ,I watched some porn vedios often, I have thought I was a sex addciton, but later I found I just felt that excited, I didnot really addcition to it, it is easy for me to detachemnt. I am not indullgent in sex and porn.
all of my sex partners still about love, my partern of childhood. validation, proof, trust issue, somehting like that. and I confused sex and love.
when some one wants to have sex with me,I imaggine he wants to love me more.
I am not sex addciton, that is nothing proud of . I still need heal from childhood trawma..