Post by xresilientgirlx on Apr 10, 2014 19:21:55 GMT -8
First of all, I would like to start out explaining my spirituality. I am an Eclectic Pagan that has studied many different Pagan religions. At the moment I am a practicing Druid and also practice Kemeticism, which is reconstructing ancient Egyptian spirituality. I recently took up simple nightly devotionals where I light candles on my altar, offer incense, then sit and worship while having frank conversations. Last night I surrendered my problems to them. I'm under a lot of stress right now, beyond being a love addict or love avoidant, but I see some of this is beyond my ability to control. I'm doing the best I can, which isn't enough but what more can I do? Out of all the Gods, I feel most connected to Isis. I find her to be very comforting. Nature is also very nurturing. I can feel full of impossible problems but the minute I step outside and feel the wind against my face, it seems like everything lightens. When I go on the nature path into the woods, all my worries melt away. My entire mood shifts and I feel happy and peaceful.